Eternality for you

For every breath I take,
You are like the blood rushing
Through my veins, and to the heart
Which it goes, I breathe to live once more.

You were like the light breeze on a
Summer night that blew me of my feet
And into the world of Dreams,

Me like the lost Ark, which seeks the
Shore, it may well be deserted at sea
With out your shine.

The happy sorrow that I have swallowed,
If you turn away, it will turn me bitter.

I miss you, For every moment of My Life
Like every Breath I breathe to live once more
but without you Why breathe this Air?

I love you more then love itself,
so pure and so true that love must prove itself.
And Eternality I can spend in Your Love
Till End of Existence, till nothing remains,
No Worlds, No Universe, No Galaxies,
But only our Love remains.........

I shall Never Leave you and Never Betray you,
Because you are my Heart and without it
I shall die. Never Leave me, Never Betray me.

To find that moment of peace in this life,
Until you can along, with a innocent smile
That I found an unknown happiness in me.

Once to lose all and even that bit of hope,
If you will hold this hand until strands of time
Stand, I shall never die in your thoughts

Nor shall you in mine.

Dedicated To My Love Missy

One Thing

In my life I wanted a thing which
I could not have. I ruined my life over
It and ruined other people as well.

For one thing that I love more than
Life itself. Which I have no hope
Of getting, ruined my life forever.

My heart shatter with tears as I could
No get the thing I love.

I tried every trick, but it was walking
Through A brick (wall).

I then ruined people by fighting
And argue over that one thing.
Which I could not get.

I felt bad about it that night, that I just
Wanted to kill myself, so I will
Forget about that one thing,

That I really loved.

Cry

If I fall, pick me up,
If I cry, shut my eyes,
Hold me, I can’t bear, disbelief.
I close my eyes, wishing, it could be a dream.

I have lost my faith in everything as I have lost everything.

People have shed only a few tears,
But I filled an Ocean full. But most of all, they shed
More wine in their glasses,

They are moaners for that one-day, the next
Something else. But I stay the same and cry,
To wash my pain or the sins,
Which showed me this day.

I can’t even breathe cold the air from the full moon,
But who will heal my wounds?
I needed no sympathies from false words
From false faces, which tore up the dead.

My eyes have dried out, darkness fills the
Emptiness of this room, my eyes wide open
As I lay, but I can’t sense the bright light,
Only a flickering candle dying out.

Mud Face

Return the pure soil, which taste so sweet to fill
My memories. Faces covered in filth, like dark
Demons in daylight. Playing with earth or sand
And build a whole new world of imaginations.

The sand and stones have moved away or blown
Away from the face of the earth. Where I stand now,
My feet don’t fit. Has the place changed or have
I grown out of this place.

I can hear the crickets singing the night song,
Floating over the sky and stars shining to its every
Beat, even the moon showed it’s half-face to listen
In. But I can’t hear anything more now, am I gone deaf
Or the crickets can’t sing anymore, either was the
Magic died away.

Drops of rain fell for the first time, in a lifetime,
We ran out to feel the gentle tears of clouds
Against our cheeks and even dancing in the rain
For a life’s joy. We build boats to sail into the
Muddy ocean, all blown away. Now they all
Stand in shelter, fearing that they might get a cold.

Look, I see someone, over there, with words of
Wisdom and tales told, before my eyes would drown
Into the night behold. But I don’t see anyone here
Anymore, only to hear a child cry, to break his
Silence.

Nothing, nothing left here, the end has come.
Yet I see a child about one and half,
Hands and face covered in mud and eating a stone.
Perhaps, the past is still young, with
The sun shining on its mud face.

Mind to read.

It is not alone me that wonders,
How does the mind works?
The pain, the touch are minor things,
For scientist finding the cerebrum and
Electric nerves, yet are not enough for me.

What we see through the eyes of the soul
And dream of falling down a black hole,
No stop till we wake and see that
We lay in bed, that is what I want to know.

The emotions we feel, not only in the mind
But also in the heart, why? The love, the passion or
Desires and obsessions, the hatred we may have,
May all be nothing at all.

Yet it is not all in the mind that makes
Us go tick. As a key is needed to work
A clock, but when time stops, so do
Stop ticking too? And I just wonder,
Who has that key?

I alone could not have come up
With such words, which only appeared for that
One second and disappeared forever.
With all my knowledge and all my work,
I could never tell you,How does this mind works?

I Dont Know

I
Don’t know
When this…
What magic, happened?
From a poem
Made a poet,
Neither the thoughts knows,
Nor the heart knows,
Why this, my love
Was made for you.
Words wonder like the flies,
Or the stars above us,
Which do twinkle and spark,
To shine the hidden world,
From you which I hide.
To show my art, I created,
A new world for only you.
To be in this minds depth
And to lose all your conscious,
To feel this heart beat, its
Last breathe for you, I create.

Hit By a Falling Star

It was… not a night or a day like today,
But when this new world was at peace and
Only the cruel winds made me unease,
I found you.

I don’t know you, and no reason I can give,
Why I found you, why you?
All I know is when you first appeared
Something incredible I felt, something out of this world,
And out of this mind, which you could not
Imagine and think.

It was not love but something beyond it,
Beyond desires and obsessions. Even this soul
Wanted to leave me, just to touch you.
My thoughts became so lost in you that
I still don’t know why, why for only you?

Yet all this is the bitter reality

and are not some words to impress you.

All hidden in this closed mind.
You fear it like the unknown, but don’t
I fear it too.

I don’t know what came over me,
When you appeared, my breath froze
As if time had stopped to your
Footsteps and words lost for a moment,
As if I were hit by a falling star.

You were bright as the North Star in me,
You restored my faith and found
These poetic words in this heart.
Yet, I can’t even repay you for this,
Even this life would be meaningless to you.

I know what my fate will be, but you,
I don’t know, yet I know that one
Day when you awake, you’ll find
That you are Nowhere and this world,
This life and time itself will be meaningless.
I will find you again.